finally

终于都做了我想做的
我轻松了。。

Friend

i don have friend anymore

ZZZzZZzzz

just now my mum was called me and told me tonight had two moon same time at the sky
i was so excited ....
haha
two moons i'm cuming
haha
Next Monday we go to Ahlohah
wow
it is amazing
haha
we can count down
haha

hehe

i wan to be a gay
hehe
i think tat is better to me
hoho

Actually

this saturday is going to a talk
maybe i will attend the job
i wan try to earn money and a lot of thing to myself
i wan to be strong and i don wan be an exhausted soilder....
i wan continue to fight and i wont throw my inspiring flag away and collapse
cambate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wan to wake up early!!!
becouse nid to continue my time table for increase my weight
hoho!!
tomorrow nid to go inside kitchen it is exciting
i must pay attention at study
don think too much
don worry about what they saying
i don wan go b
to just being one half of the question
every kiss that u give
jealous females hate it
i know tat
it's amazing how u can speak rite to my heart
without saying a word u can light up the dark
try as i may i can never explain
don wan like child anymore
and it's time to sleep
good nite
^^

BAd

actually i lost all my thing....
and i don have confidence anymore...
how i can i get it b ??
someone is helping me??
y i still wan to think too much??
can i refresh my mind and delete all the thing
i don wan be a troubles man anymore
sometimes i will look down myself becose
i'm not handsome at all i also cant do anything for this world
i'm not match be a human being
GOD izzit u'r fair to each other
when i was sing in front my friend i also will be shy
donno y before i wont shy
izzit my voice will broke???
GOD if u'r fair pls let me find b my confisende
T.T
i wan all it b
actually i cant lose
but i try to force myself
it was hard to me
haizZZzz
disappointed for myself
dam shit
fuk off
i wan go b my hometown and find b my confidence
where is it??
plsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
i don wan
is not fair to me
i don wan to face each other
i was ady tired
TIRED
I always remember how was the tired word
i cant found my love
i cant found my future
i cant found my money
i cant found my appearance
always i cant when i can i change to be i can??????
where am i?
i wan me to be there!!!
i wan shout out all my thing
study study study and study
i will try to don think too much
i'm not a gay y all the guy say he love me??
izzit my appearance look like gay????
pls fair to me
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SECond day

wow it was tired
how was i do...
huh.....

SEM2

izzit i wan to continue?
or i nid to singapore ??
or???
or???
y so many question in my mind?
just past the sem1
izzit inid to coontinue???
tel me why why why
so many question?

UNhappy!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was ady tired!!!!!!!!
can i be strong or brave??
what should i do rite now...
从前有那三个字 天天讲你知
虽然没新意 但有意思
我储埋储埋这么多诗句
我只想你跟我一起笑
。。。。。。
。。。。。
。。。。。
i love this song
title >三个字<
i wan start to save money
don wan waste my mum money
cose i know earn money is very difficult
and i know my mum save money to me and she cant go to travel
i'm miss u mum
i'm so sorry
but i cant focus on study
pls forgive me
mother i love u
when i think about u
my eye was fill with water
i cant control myself
i'm look strong but absolutely not
if i can sleep until don wake up
i will be happy
be a human being is hard to me
and gud nite

原来我这么的渺小

其实我有真心朋友吗？
我真的累了。。。
不过从现在开始我会做回我自己。。。
不会在婆一些我不喜欢的人了。。。
我真的累了。。。
我要搬回自己的宿舍住。。。
不想再过去那了。。。
现在我不会再像以前这样。。
我要静静。。
不要想太多了。。。
不过我知道有一个人是真的关心我。。
我真的要谢谢他
谢谢
我想说我不会做作了。。。
我会加油的

Nothing to do

izzit wan continue ???
someone help me??
just can keep my finger closed .....
just need somebody to love...
i know tat was a hard thing...
 wat should i do....
teach me.....

Home

finally i cam b form KL..
compare hometown and KL i think hometown is better then KL...
actually is a bit  bored at my hometown but it was complecated....
haha
cambate
still confuse
wan join orientation or not
haiz

semester 1

one semester was ady over...
4month was not long but not short too....
a lot of things tat happened during this semester...
grown me up to became stronger in friendship, love, and knowledge....
i hope the exam can passed...
collage life was a little bit different compare to high school...
and i try to increase my weight but was hard and passible....
and i try to searched a girlfriend but it was a big challenge...
i knew a lot of friends and they were nice , friendly and kindly....
i still can remember when i first step in this collage...
let me feel stress and pressure....
because i heard everyone spoke in English ...
and i never spoke before...
next semester i need to took EAP...
it was challenge me...
i think my English level just reach till intermediate...
many of my friends turn to be a couple...
i was admire them....
it was complicated...

HoMetWoN

2 more day is going b to my hometown... is waiting haha >.<
妈咪妈咪
我回来了咯
好想见到你
好想吃到你煮的菜
我星期五就回了咯
好想好想去orientation哦
可是不能要回hometown了
加油！！！

怎么办？

我的心开始越来越痛了
要去见见医生了
旧病复发
好痛
郁闷

T.T

quite tired
oH my god...
cant speak anything
oh my god
exam exam exam