特特。。

when i get my time table i felt i hate it in the moment...
y?? i hate the lecture and after Practical we have to continue classes...
fucking man...
angry....
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck....

future??

i think i'm going to my future without direction
honestly i like to sing to everyone
i don't care about the rank...
but cant find myself in the music...
i cant find the key i cant learn the <<musical instuments>>
i hate it..i hate someone to help me
but who is my 贵人？？
and i was miss the astro singing competition in this year
i always hate myself always said like wan to get the higher rank but didn't prepaid also
y will i always like that...
or i not suitable for singing??
or i lazy?
so many excuse 。。。
what should determine??
what should be star??
always be an exhausted solider
personality should be good 
i admire jason chen can sing for everyone
can do what he wan to do...
PDS taught us "think it" change it to "do it"
and i have no confidence with my sound 
some said that u r genius in singing 
some said that u r noisy
what is that matter to them
different people different thinking...
it's trouble to me a few years ady
some judge like my sound but some doesn't like
make me crazy man...
T>T
superman also will tired...
i think is time to have a rest...