something

it's mid night..
i'm going to sleep..
good luck to everyone...
good nite...
>.<,
<3

=.=

新的一天新的到来
晚安,

利用

原来利用这家东西野蛮好玩的
我喜欢谢谢你们教我学会利用
要怎么答谢你们呢?
利用回你们是最好的报答方法哦
恐怖？
我也不知道什么是恐怖
只是知道
做人要怎么报答
你对我怎么样我对回你
蛮不错嘛
我也过得自在
做坏人总比做好人来的好
喜欢，赞。
每个人都有不同的concept
呵呵
就是喜欢特别的

need and want....

actually what i need and what i want?
i cant do anything to myself.
always said bullshit.
what wrong with me?
m i 惹人讨厌？
did i do anything wrong?
i just know y i wan to be a sozai like doing sohai thing everyday...
develop my image...
when i'm alone i will always thinking about shit...
but sure hate to control 少说话多做事
and don be sozai like child...
很多事情我都不知道要怎么说
我真的觉得我没办法解决这一切眼前的状况了
只要等到合约一到期
我就离开这家
我是真的很小气
只有独立才能学习长大
都已经19岁了
再也不是小孩子了
我也不会再去
理会你们所谓的
帅不帅
白不白
黑不黑
这一切都已经成了事实没的改变了
今天我已经觉得进步了些
少了一些话
我会加油改变自己
谢谢你们我会记得你们所说过的话
我也不会再去在意你们悄悄话还是什么的了
记得人总是要长大的
我不会再像以前了
我要改变我现在的一切
因为你们我才觉得我需要长大
我在这和你们说声谢谢
我要的只是很简单的东西
或许有时也真的沟通不来
我也是很假很做作
明明思想都不小了
可是还每天装可爱的我
我也受够了这一切
不能再这样下去了
伟你做得到的
加油

livw without direction

在一个空虚的晚上
想了许多的东西
我是个很坏的小孩
要什么就一定要得到
一个人的时候想的东西也会比较成熟
决定了 独立
别再叛逆

特特。。

when i get my time table i felt i hate it in the moment...
y?? i hate the lecture and after Practical we have to continue classes...
fucking man...
angry....
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck....

future??

i think i'm going to my future without direction
honestly i like to sing to everyone
i don't care about the rank...
but cant find myself in the music...
i cant find the key i cant learn the <<musical instuments>>
i hate it..i hate someone to help me
but who is my 贵人？？
and i was miss the astro singing competition in this year
i always hate myself always said like wan to get the higher rank but didn't prepaid also
y will i always like that...
or i not suitable for singing??
or i lazy?
so many excuse 。。。
what should determine??
what should be star??
always be an exhausted solider
personality should be good 
i admire jason chen can sing for everyone
can do what he wan to do...
PDS taught us "think it" change it to "do it"
and i have no confidence with my sound 
some said that u r genius in singing 
some said that u r noisy
what is that matter to them
different people different thinking...
it's trouble to me a few years ady
some judge like my sound but some doesn't like
make me crazy man...
T>T
superman also will tired...
i think is time to have a rest...